I JUST NEED A STRESS RELIEVER! Seems the only things that are making me happy nowadays are the fact that 2NE1 are coming back. But then it makes me sad that I can’t see them live T__T
School is stressful, but I still love the things I’m doing. Its just theres no time with everything else that I am putting my time into too. Yes, finding balance is key- but sometimes something is going to have to outweigh the other so that you can succeed in what you truly want and what can set you for a better future.
And people…don’t you just hate it when someone who is never there and never tries just states their opinion on a subject when they don’t know jack shit about it? And complain about it too? Idk, I’ve been really irritated with too many people that don’t have their shit together and don’t even take the help that I’m trying to give so that their lives can be a bit better than the shit hole they’re in right now. If you’re not going to accept my help then I’m not gonna try anymore.
I’ve also learned I don’t live well with others. I can be messy and what not, but that’s my own mess. But having to deal with other people’s mess? Fuck that shit. I get scared at times for being alone, but I think I’m just honestly better off alone…